Ohhh to the madness!! Well i haven't wrote for a while cause my left hand has been numb for about 2 weeks now. It sucks not having any feeling to it. So it takes me a bit longer to type, hence why I've put this off for so long. I seriously feel like a retard when it comes down to it. I can't do the simplest things.
But i go to the doctor on Thursday so hopefully they'll be able to tell me something. Or do something about it. I really don't know how much more i can take of it.
But anyhoo...
I have meeting tomorrow for LUCD. For Dominick to get into pre-school in fall. Thank god i can get him into something. I hope he'll enjoy it. And learn from it. Plus it'll get him the interaction from other kids his age. He's been playing alot with the neighbor kids lately but they are all older than him by at least 3-5 years. And i they get annoyed with him cause he's not up to there leave. So that makes me feel bad. So this should really help him.
I'm still getting him to understand the concept that if he isn't a "good" boy he won't be able to go. He's getting better. He hasn't snuck out of the house since my dad literally screamed at him for it. So I'm glad he listens to him at least. Cause I've hit my breaking points most days.
Its so nice with Trinity, she's so easy going and so freaking calm compared to what Dominick ever was.
But this is all i can handle with typing right now. So hopefully after Thursday i can do this shit.