Its been a while, well a long while. A lot has happened, a lot has gone on. No words can really explain the road that we have endured. The physically, mentally hard road we have been on. Its hard to even put into words. I've lost my best friend, my only true love I've ever had and the father of my children. It was so hard when he decided to move to Washington, to do what he needed to do. I know i was hurt, angry and purely pissed off at him. And I've been mad at him ever since. Until that day. That horrible fucking day.